Tickle my pickle

I am in a pickle.

My heart got broken, and while my heart is mended I fear my spirit is not.

I need a tickle.

I’m in a pickle.

This single thing is getting harder than I thought.

I need a tickle.

I’m in a pickle.

My sister may be mad at me, but I was only trying to help the situation, not interfere. I’m sorry.

We need a tickle.

I’m in a pickle.

I’m not sure why

But I need a tickle.

I’m in a pickle, I need a tickle.

 

We need to talk?

I am just getting over the hump. I have been single for a full two months.

Saturday was hard for me. Real hard. I wanted to go out dancing, have a party, celebrate. I had a lot to celebrate my couch had just come – its beautiful, bonded leather. Yeah thats all I had to celebrate but I think its a good reason. I got a new couch! LOVE IT ! LOVE IT! LOVE IT! I’m digressing , but its my blog, and your my reader so let me focus.

OK so I had one reason to celebrate but I decided to assess my feelings. Why did I want to really go out? Turns out I wanted to meet a cute man. I just wanted a man to hit on me. Not good I say. Not good. So I picked up a novella ( aka romance book ) settled into my new cotton satin sheets and devoured the book. That people is progress! When you are dedicated on your goal to being single and not going to do something that you love- dancing- in the name of advancing your self.

But alas…. there is always drama… and confusion. So two exes on mine – days apart like one on saturday, on one sunday said to me – ” We need to talk”.

I know that this is a stereotype but aren’t women the ones supposed to say ” we need to talk”. I hate it when men say that coz its so vague. And if you know anything about men they will give you the “we need to talk” line and not go further into it until they are ready. I hate suspense, I just can not be left hanging. So now I am in a state of what the hell is going on. Not one person but two. What could they want to talk about?

Its insane. Insane I tell you.

I’m waiting for today to be over – conversation 1 should be happening by the end of today. Tomorrow conversation 2.

What’s a girl to do??? How do men cope when women give them the whole ” we need to talk line”??

 

Spanking New!

Yes! I have ignored you.

But I have been busy. This past weekend I moved into my new apartment, unpacked all my clothes, bought a sofa, and attempted to do homework, started a new blog and attempted to do homework. Needless to say I have been very exhausted. I also bought new bedding, and kitchen items. I am very pleased with my choices. Very. So pleased! I can’t express my joy to you, because that would take forever. But just know that I am immensely rpoud of myself. Why? I have good taste. I have never had to buy items for a house/ apartment before. I mean here I was picking dishes, spoons, pans, knife sets, glasses, wine glasses. I was all over that! And I have to say I did a good job! A freaking good job! Like I said I have taste. And I did it within budget! I was worried as I picked the items but once I got them out of the box I was like OMG! OMG !OMG! I have good taste. And I could just see my dowry price rising because of my good taste! I’m telling you it was amazing! And picking a fabulous bonded leather couch of course just tripled it. I’m on a journey.

For the past two years- well let’s be honest since that devastating heart break of mine- I have been slacking with life! SLACKING! I’ve just been cruising through life on neutral gear. NO MORE I’m taking charge. It’s perfect timing I tell you. New place, new attitude- I love it. Someone told me that its coz im in a new place that I feel this way. WRONG! I have been feeling it since last month but wasn’t sure how to go about it- until I got inspiration spending all the money I got on a loan to furnish my house.

Time to make good things happen!

 

Whatever you are doing, love yourself for doing it. Whatever you are feeling love yourself for feeling it.

 

Time to vote

I recently had a conversation with a good friend about BJ’s. It was rather surprising and now I just need to know what you all think…. so….

 

Listen

I want to write a blog post but there is so much to talk about. My thoughts are all scattered…..

So much that I want to say about relationships and friendships, closure and openness, change and rediscovery.

But sometimes you just have to be STILL.

Sometimes you have to sit and be quiet. And just accept things as they are. Without complaining, and just letting your heart and your mind speak.

So as you think about Sultry Nutter today, as you read this, just sit and listen to yourself.  Listen.